In place of curing the pain sensation of separation, faith exacerbated it. Diane shows me personally an image of by herself as a child—intense, severe, and standing independent of the group. The image is just a presage that is visual of calling to individuate. She recalls,

I felt various, and a little lonely. Especially in adolescence, there is no body i really could speak to about my deepest ideas and emotions. It seemed that whom and the things I had been did not fit into the container.